OT What has been going on
And now, for as to why I would prefer to be in anothers shoes...
I just found out 3 days ago My mother has cancer, in a lung. So far I know it's a 3mm lump, they do not know anything further currently. However, she just in the last year had a stroke as well. So isn't in the best of health to begin with. She had a stroke, then my Grams had a stroke. Grams didn't survive it. She did. Now this? It just makes me want to scream. I'm stuck half way across the country.
Until we know enough of what is going on, I won't make the trip out there to see her. She has enough family hanging around her to choke up the room and her life without me in the way as well. LoL So I won't do that to her too. :)
You'll never ever know just how heart warming it truly was, to open the box I got yesterday. Even though I was so emotionally drained.
I will keep you, my friends here posted. Currently there isn't much to know. Well, I have lost weight already. In the few days this has gone on. I cannot even begin to imagine what I'll be like if this rolls on for months. I fear I'll be going to the Dr's for xanax. LOL Anxiety and I do not do well together. =)