Don't you just love this new song by Blue October, I don't know what it is but everytime I hear it, it brings tears to my eyes.

Hugs,

Sharon

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

IÂm sober now for 3 whole months itÂs one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wonÂt touch again

In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night

While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take

So IÂll drive so ________ far away that I never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didnÂt do for you

Hate me in ways

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whatÂs good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made

And like a baby boy I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"

Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didnÂt do for you

Hate me in ways

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whatÂs good for you

Sharon